Death/Rebirth Program
“People say that what we’re all seeking is a meaning for life. I don’t think that’s what we’re really seeking. I think that what we’re seeking is an experience of being alive, so that our life experiences on the purely physical plane will have resonances with our own innermost being and reality, so that we actually feel the rapture of being alive.”
– Joseph Campbell, writer and comparative mythologist
Death is a vital part of life, a necessary event that allows us to grow and transform as we experience life in this body.
Death happens in every cycle of breath, every sunset, every seasonal shift. It happens when relationships end, when careers and jobs change, when we uproot ourselves and move homes and locations.
Death happens when we become parents, aunts and uncles, grandparents, coupled up or separated and single again.
And it happens when we decide we’re going to finally write the book we have been thinking about for years. Or we realize that we don’t have to be perfect to be worthy of love.
Something is always dying away to make space for what’s next. We are always in the process of BECOMING – the process of coming to be something or of passing into a state.
Modern society teaches us to fear change, aging, and our deaths. But unless we can learn to let go with grace and self-compassion, leaning into our fear of the unknown, we can never know ourselves completely, or witness our creative potential being expressed.
When we bravely face ALL our fears – each one a different expression of the same fear of death – we are able to break through our limiting outdated beliefs to create new patterns of being that let us more fully experience and feel our creativity, vitality, joy and self-expression.
“Working with El, I’ve opened up to the possibility that I can be safe in the world — not only safe, which with CPTSD is no easy feat, but also loved by the universe. In doing so, I’ve opened to my own self-love and confidence. My unfolding while working with El happened so organically that one day I just realized the world I desire and hope for does exist. But to fully live in that world, I need to release old stories surrounding my self worth. That’s something I’m working on every day and have found myself taking more pauses throughout my day to find the stillness of me.
I found my anger and took back my voice while working with El. She saw me at my most open and vulnerable and held me safely (energetically).
This was only because of El’s kindness, patience and love as a guide. I think it’s also important to note that El is the first person to say you are your own healer — she is like a caring guide helping to illuminate your own path as you make your way. And for that I am eternally thankful. “
— Kate D.
I want everyone to appreciate the joy and wonder of every single moment of their lives. We should be astonished that we are here when we look around at the exquisite wonder and beauty of everything. I think everyone has a sense of that already. It’s leaning into that more fully. There is a reason every day to celebrate that we’re alive, that we have another day to explore whatever this gift is of being conscious, of being aware, of being aware that we are aware. That’s the deep mystery that I keep talking about. That’s to be celebrated!
Roland Griffiths Ph.D., Founding Director, Center for Psychedelic and Consciousness Research
TOGETHER in this program, we explore...
Where you are suppressing grief and give it permission to be voiced, so that you can experience greater joy.
Triggers and tender areas that are holding unresolved trauma, so that you can slowly begin to widen out your window of tolerance, accessing more curiosity about what your body has learned to hold to keep you safe, though constricted from your your most authentic expression of self.
Unnamed dreams and aspirations for your life that you previously were too scared to name and claim.
Where scarcity shows up in your beliefs, shifting into a conscious abundant mindset so that you can begin to recognize and appreciate the many gifts and skills you already possess.
Your relationship with the Unseen, forging deep relationships with the dead that are guiding you and speaking to you, supporting you in your liberation to make decisions aligned to your soul’s purpose.
What it feels like to embody “right relationship” with yourself, the Earth, the Cosmos, so that you can flow with the energy instead of forcing, and be more easeful in your life.
The intention and WHY for your life.
We work together intuitively with the following modalities to create a bespoke program that addresses your unique needs –
Somatic healing through Transpersonal Energy Healing – a modality that identifies defensive survival energy patterns in your physiology caused by unresolved trauma. We activate your inner healer to consciously repattern the energy so you can be liberated from limiting beliefs and fears.
Inner child work
Grief work
Breathwork
Meditation
Visualization
Microdosing
Altar and prayer work
Astrology and energetic natural cycles
13-week program — $5000
6-week program — $2500
Limited spots open each Fall/Spring. I am opening only four spots to begin in February. Book a free discovery call to claim your spot.
Scholarship is available for those who need financial support. The amount is based on what has accrued through the Medicine Membership. Please inquire during the discovery call.