As an entheogenic death + grief companion, I embrace death as a practice for a liberated life and walk with brave humans through the death portals of their life transitions.
In every transition, there is a death, a letting go of what once was to make room for what is becoming.
Our modern world teaches us to fear death, to resist the natural cycles of change. We resist grief, pathologizing it instead of embracing it as a teacher and necessary aspect of our human experience.
How we live determines how we die. We can choose to bravely walk through our many death portals. We can choose to ritualize death, honoring the natural cycles of contraction that always precede our next expansion.
With each death, we learn to trust and surrender to the process of transformation. We liberate ourselves. And at the end of our lives, we can let go peacefully into a good death, without regrets.
Private Offerings.
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Death/Rebirth Program
A 13-week companioned walk through a death portal of transformation into your rebirth.
Somatic therapy / Breathwork / Grief work / Microdosing / Rituals
Virtual
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Spirit Medicine Programs
Sacred medicine journey solo retreat programs for spiritual + somatic healing.
Preparation / Ceremony / Somatic Integration / Microdosing / Rituals
Virtual / In-person
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Breathwork + Somatic Healing
Offered to first-time clients only.
A 120-minute private healing session to work through energetic blocks of fear, survival patterns, grief, and shame.
Breathwork / Somatic therapy
Virtual
Testimonials.
Free Community Offerings.
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Water + Fire Grief Circle
A free virtual 60-minute somatic grief practice for support + community connection.
3rd Wednesdays, 6p pt / 9p et.
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MUM Podcast
Stories of death + grief that inspire us to live loud.
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Trip with Ellen Substack
A collection of personal essays and reflection on death, grief, culture, and entheogenic medicine.
Also features New Moon / Full Moon tarot readings.
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Monthly Integration Circle – Medicine Membership + private clients only.
4th Wednesdays.
More ways to work with me…
Monthly Medicine Ceremony
A monthly virtual spirit medicine journey from the comfort of your private home. Join the psychonaut explorers of the Medicine Membership group on a deep journey within where medicine meets breath and sound.
Medicine members = $55 / month to attend every ceremony.
Non-medicine members = $80 / ceremony.
All proceeds go towards my scholarship fund for private healing offerings.
Breathwork journeys on demand.
“Reclaim Your Life Through Breathwork” is a four-journey album that is inspired by the seasons and natural cycles of life – planting seeds, connecting to joy, reuniting with your inner child to confront energetic blocks, and grieving endings.
May you feel the deep love from our Earth Mother, the Sun, the Ancestors of Land + Lineage holding you as you journey deep within to connect to your truth.